Friday, July 28, 2006

i noticed that i have nv been happy when i m at home since long long time ago... i tried my best trying to cheer myself up but i failed... is like there is no motivation for me to go back so early... it's like so long i nv talk to mi dad... since he dun wan talk to me, y shld i talk to him? i noe i m stubborn but den u cant blame me too... my whole family is stubborn... i already tried my best of keeping mi mouth shut when he scolded lor... wat else u wan me to do? i already tolerate very long le... i really wish i can move out someday... but no money... haiz...

went to visit my grandpa jus now and i cant find the place... he had changed to another ward ytd nite.. so when i went today, i cant find the room! i walked into the room 25 and cant find my grandpa... so i walked out and called my mum... she asked me to call my aunt to ask for the ward no... but is the same ah... so i decided to went to the ward again... but still cant find... in the end, i waited for mum at the ground floor... hmm now then i noe got 2 room share the same no sia... there is another room 25 behind... omg.. i m so stupid!!! my grandpa looks abit better today le... my aunts and mum were discussing bout my grandpa condition... it seems to be quite serious... really hope my grandpa will be alright... haiz....

inl0vewiitheu__x]# 11:43:00 PM