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Sunday, June 26, 2005

today very sian. i miss working on sunday for the qualifying rounds... miss the times where me and peter keep bickering. miss the times when i kou ben's hand... miss the times where all of us have fun together... haiz. was playing games the whole afternoon. supposed to work on my UCCD project de... but simply no mood... haiz... till now, i haven start lor... i feel very lost, very lonely, very empty. dun ask me y... me myself also dunno. still having cold war with my dad. haiz... juz because of a stupid little things... sometimes i really feel like crying... cry out all the unhappy feelings in me... i cant feel warmth and love... mayb is i too sensitive?? i need warmth in this family... i noe this is juz small little case... compared to some others in this world, this seems nothing... i m juz not strong enough... well diana ah diana... u r 18 le... muz be strong... y m i so sad now??? y m i thinking of so many things?? y i ask hy to think positively but i cant do it??? well alot of Ys rite.... haiz....

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