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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

well today stayed in sch to rush FOM project till about 6 pluz. then went home with huiying le. Christina still havne reply me lor. then i dunno how so i called Kang Ming. he asked me to call joyce... so now still waiting for joyce to call me if i m able to swop my duty. talked to huixian on phone juz now. she told me wat she and jy chatted about ytd. well i think i noe whats happening le... think u shld tell me ma. erm think i m not angry le la. erm though i told huixian is not related to me le, then now i think think i feel abit bad leh. shld ask him to tell me everything first then now we wont be like this le.

to him (if he happens to read, but dun think he will):
sorry is not both of us fault lor. juz that we r not fated ba. well guess both of us get hurt lor. if u think remaining the way we r now is best then juz let it be lor. sorry if my words r too hurtful which i dun mean to. huixian dun hate u... neither do I... why shld i hate u rite? noe that u wan us to hate u to make urself feel better. but seriously we cant hate u lor. erm i will take this as a dream ba... a sweet dream. i will always have this beautiful memories lor... anyway hope u find ur dream ger and all the best to u...

actually feel like telling him online or sms him de, but since he wana forget about it, then think better dont lor. the letter above is for him de... i no longer angry le... well tired liao... wana go zzz le. the whole wk will go home late lor. better catch some slp. hahaha

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