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Friday, March 04, 2005

supposedly to reach sch at about 840am coz firus need to photocopy my CRS book. but i not feeling well pluz dun have bus so reached sch at exactly 9am. when we stepped into CRS class, my tutor was like saying she very disappointed with we all coz we nv hand in our work. actually we did lor. there were so much misunderstandings juz now. one of my classmates actually talked back to teacher lor. then she not happy then said us back... is that wat a teacher shld do? i dun think other lecturers or tutors will do this to us lor. met huixian during lunch break. then we strolled to SAA then to Mcdonald then she went back SAA to acc huiying eat lunch. me and joceyln then slack at level 3 there lor. today the CD was quite fun la... not so boring. sms and called huixian but she nv picked up the call. huiying also. so i followed serene bro's van to T6 there. coz today got AGM ma. then noe from wan ling that they still counsuelling someone so cant picked up the call lor. erm the whole AGM quite ok la. these are the new posts...

Alex Tan (president)
Fu Cai (vice president)
Edison (PRC head)
Bernard (TDC head)
me (SWC head)
Zheng Long (logistics head)
Daniel (secretary)
Irene (finance secretary)
Alex Chua (NYAA coordinator)

took a grp photo of all of us then got cutting cake ceremony. ms angelvin's daughter very cute lor onli 9mths old. when the rest of the members went out for refreshment, the main comm stayed back to noe more about the changes. today very clumsy... accidentally poured the water onto the table. went back to the lecture hall for our skit. then i was there keep laughing. hope on the actually day i wont laugh lor. huixian replaced kevin in the role play le. when doing the role play, i tot of him... sometimes i really wonder if i m really happy or not? i thought i have already forgotten le... but after today i can truely answer i haven.... is it the memories or i still miss him? haiz dun really noe wat m i thinking about... sat, exactly one wk le. dun think he still feel anything lor. ytd was chatting with hx lor. found that i got lots and lots of qns but without the ans. i dun think anyone can give me the ans i wanted too. coz they dun even noe the ans....

what is the point of getting married when u r going to divorce in the future? married- is it juz because of the certificate and acknowledgement? y cant ppl stay together happily without marriage? coz ppl will talk back behind u??? guys are simply not responsible enough. have seen broken family and i really feel sad for them. who get hurt the most? is the CHILDREN! NOT ADULTS!
when we noe that we truely love a person? how can we differentiate crush and love? are we yi shi de cong dong? juz because the person treats u good then u like him?
wat is the true meaning of true love?
y guys can affairs and not gers? if gers having affair, we are like damn wrong lor. but guys??? they like having affairs but still seems right...
are guys trustworthy???
how we noe if the person is showing us his/ her true self?
m i really happy or m i juz faking out?
wat is my true me??? can anyone tell me?
y cant we simply forget someone? it's so difficult lor... y ppl always get hurt in relationship? no wonder ppl said "in the beginning of the r/s, u will find it sweet. however as time goes by, u will find it bitter and hurt." is so true lor.
can we really put our whole heart in into a relationship? can we dun get hurt??? i guess its impossible....

haiz now my turn to have so many qns le... gosh i really wan to have selective memories.... feel like crying now for no reason. simply no mood.... juz no mood. can u understand my feelings? i hope tml will be a better day for me. haiz. very very tired le. tired of wat? everything? life? i also dunno.

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