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Friday, September 10, 2004

today woke up by the phone call. my supervisor called asking me if i can work today or not. i dunno y i juz agree lor. i took my own sweet time to prepare then in the end reached at 12.30pm. :P well actually work also better lah then i wont hu si luan xiang le. ronson wasnt that cool also lor. hahaa remember first day working with him, he was very quiet lor. then today working with him, we will noisy lor. that prove that he will talk afterall. hahaha. oh ya today saw someone who look like thl. eh he onli abit taller, younger and handsome lor. i sms hy first. of coz i wont xin tiao juz su lor. coz he not thl mah. hehehe. ben today also working lor. he asked me how me and thl? hahaha of coz still the same lah. long time nv c him le. like to disturb ben working :P today i went to find nora. long time nv c her le. hahaha went to her work place find her juz now. she had a hair treatment. erm nora i prefer ur curly hair wor. look better on u. :) i finally get to noe something. things juz fade as times goes by. initially it hurts but after awhile everything will be alright. when u are sad over something, juz think whether the person or things worth it or not. if it is worth it, dun juz sit there and be sad. go fight for your own happiness. dun do things that u will regret. it is already too late by then! however if it doesnt worth it at all, y muz u go and think about it? time will heal everything. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. i once read a story. god wan u to noe wrong ppl be4 letting u to noe him. coz all these wrong ppl will teach u how to like and care for someone. well i guess ****** is one of the wrong person who come across my path. anyway i m glad to noe him. at least once we had a wonderful times. all these will form part of my memories. i guess i shldnt be sad from now onwards. muz be grateful that god let me meet him. :) for those who care for me esp huiying and huixian, i m already alright le. i m back to my normal self. sorry for making u all worry for me. i wont be sad because of him anymore. though i will miss the times when we still quite close, i noe that all these past le. now i m leading a new life again! yipee! so happy that wo xiang tong le. :P hahaaha.

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